As what people says and I starting to realise , people comes into our life and leaves us too as well.
Every time I trust somebody, they show me why I shouldn't . Things get tougher down the road and I thought we made promise together and vow to each other no matter what happens, we'll be with each other side by side. but now, it turns out lies to me.
Maybe, I'm not the one perfect for you , I sense it after every fights and quarrels we had in the past.I had been staying strong after every fights , staying happy in front of you , cause I doesn't want to show the truth to you , that I'm badly , badly hurt .
You're all I have that I couldn't survive without it. But now you had gone, thoughts and thought spinning in my mind, questions and questions behind every thoughts. They say just let it go, I can't even I tried, I am trying and trying , but it still fails.
Every time I trust somebody, they show me why I shouldn't . Things get tougher down the road and I thought we made promise together and vow to each other no matter what happens, we'll be with each other side by side. but now, it turns out lies to me.
Maybe, I'm not the one perfect for you , I sense it after every fights and quarrels we had in the past.I had been staying strong after every fights , staying happy in front of you , cause I doesn't want to show the truth to you , that I'm badly , badly hurt .
You're all I have that I couldn't survive without it. But now you had gone, thoughts and thought spinning in my mind, questions and questions behind every thoughts. They say just let it go, I can't even I tried, I am trying and trying , but it still fails.
people asking me how am I? my replies will be like yeah? I'm fine. I'm alright, no worries, I'm alright. But I'm still me , ownself struggling from all the troubles , surviving alone and telling myself just let it go. It's worthless. But I just couldn't sit here and stop thinking of you, You are all stuck in mind , my heart had never stop and I had never stop loving you,
All I've get is nothing is without you .
The times when people telling me to trust you more and giving you the freedom that you need it, I deciding whether I should, at last I given and
PEOPLE says relationships without trust is an unhealthy r/s , yes, it was truth. But, in the end
what I've got from you? many times getting lies and false hopes people questioning me why I hadn't give you the much freedom so that you wouldn't had to lie but I
Look what you had done?
just once, just once be real with be faithful to me can you? all I need is that you could stay loyal, honest, the guy that I know 2 years back, the distance we both had from the start that
brought to us from the beginning to end with. It terribly hurts when I hear someone calling out for your name and when I turn back , you wasn't there,