Class Outing, Singapore Zoo

To start off , here's my ootd on that day

The cutest lecturer I know

We don't remember days , we remember memories - Cesare Pavese

So, I am back updating my blog. Sorry guys for the late update as these few days I was busy preparing my exams and I can't find any free time to do it.

Finally, today it was the 2nd paper and next Wednesday will be the LAST FINAL ONE, so wish me all the best , yeah? : )  For today's blog will be about the day I went to a trip to the ZOO with my class held by one of our lecturers in my college.

As I'm very sleepy now, I will not type all out what happened on that day so mainly I'm going to jump to the main point. So , we get to visit the animal hospital held in the zoo, nah you will be amazed why is there a hospital in there right ? There really is, in which you all had never go before . In there, it looks like how our normal human being 

hospital that consists X-RAY ROOM , OPERATION ROOM , types of equipment used to catch animals and different types of medicine. After that,  we had to made animals which I AVOID it cause I was feeling nauseous at that moment.

After that, we are told that we are free to walked around the zoo WHICH I was looking forward to it. But, unexpectedly, when I was enjoying myself taking photos here and there with Lydia and Cai Ni . I wasn't feeling well, sense something bad in my stomach and I VOMITED , urgh  and I realised that it was the laksa sold in my school. Due to incidents , I neglected both of them. First, I want to thank Cai ni for exchanging bag with me as my bag is bulky on that day , and secondly thanks to Lydia, my twinny❤ 

 for being a good photographer on that day and asked me if I am alright. Thankyou!

Alright, so this is how that day ends. Hope you all have fun reading . 

goodnights !❤

xuan

Just for once , I want you back

As what people says and I starting to realise , people comes into our life and leaves us too as well.
Every time I trust somebody, they show me why I shouldn't . Things get tougher down the road and I thought we made promise together and vow to each other no matter what happens, we'll be with each other side by side. but now, it turns out lies to me.
Maybe, I'm not the one perfect for you , I sense it after every fights and quarrels we had in the past.I had been staying strong after every fights , staying happy in front of you , cause I doesn't want to show the truth to you , that I'm badly , badly hurt .

You're all I have that I couldn't survive without it. But now you had gone, thoughts and thought spinning in my mind, questions and questions behind every thoughts. They say just let it go, I can't even I tried, I am trying and trying , but it still fails.

people asking me how am I? my replies will be like yeah? I'm fine. I'm alright, no worries, I'm alright. But I'm still me , ownself struggling from all the troubles , surviving alone and telling myself just let it go. It's worthless.  But I just couldn't sit here and stop thinking of you, You are all stuck in mind , my heart had never stop and I had never stop loving you, 

All I've get is nothing is without you .

The times when people telling me to trust you more and giving you the freedom that you need it, I deciding whether I should, at last I given and

PEOPLE says relationships without trust is an unhealthy r/s , yes, it was truth. But, in the end

what I've got from you? many times getting lies and false hopes people questioning me why I hadn't give you the much freedom so that you wouldn't had to lie but I

Look what you had done?

just once, just once be real with be faithful to me can you? all I need is that you could stay loyal, honest, the guy that I know 2 years back, the distance we both had from the start that

brought to us from the beginning  to end with. It terribly hurts when I hear someone calling out for your name and when I turn back ,  you wasn't there, 

'' IT MAY BE OVER , BUT IT WONT STOP THERE'' '' 

i am here for you , if only you'd care '' 

unwell for a week

So, to start off summaris(ing) my week , I was terribly sick for the FREAKING ONE whole week. Sore throat , running nose that lead to blocked nose and feverish came in one straight in a row.

Mainly is because of the weather that keep changing , and the heat are around in my whole body , making me even sweating after I bathe. I just hope Singapore will SNOW one day but

that was JUST A DREAM ! It won't happen at all. ( so I told myself to stop DREAMING )

And so without going to see the doctor , I ate those medicine that I had at home. And my Dad bought for me Panadol as he knew I'm having a bad headache ( but he nagged at me ) cause Panadol cannot be consume too many times. 

And for this week , I'm also as usual struggling on my school work. Well, just wish me all the best for my upcoming exams ba. 

Alright, guys . my headache is getting worse . Have a good rest people !

goodnights !❤

xuan